HOPE FOR BETTER TOMORROW
IMAGE BY MY FRIEND, KAEW. THANK YOU MUCH!
NOTE: That day was a Sunday, June 6th 2004 to be exact. I was so down from the night and weeks before. Lover problem, friend problem, school problem, I could say everything bad about my life and nothing good. I called a friend, planning to ask her out with me, she already had plan. So to kill some time, I went to Jatujak Market, it was very hot, I was sweating. I got tired of walking and left. I took the sky train to Siam, hoping to find a movie to watch, but the movie I wanted to watch was showing late. Then I tried the bookstore, I bought a book, "The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho. I went to Starbuck to read, it was not quiet there, but I read the book anyway. The light outside started to low, it was time to go home. I took the sky train, walked to where my car was parked. I got home alright. Still have the rest of the night to go. I called my friend, see how she was. I talked to her about what I was feeling. I told her about Saturday night when I went clubbing, I had an argument with one of the drunk clubber and my friend just stood there. My friend failed to protect me, my family is not here to protect me, no lover to protect me. I am a strong person, unfortunately I can't always be strong. I believe that we all have these kind of feeling, when the world is down, you're lost, and no one is there. It's a perfect time to feel sad, thinking everything has fallen down. I just had to sleep, to regain my strength and hope for better tomorrow.